OUR GREATEST ENEMY TO GROWTH IS "ME" PART II : HONOR VS HUMILITY

As many here on earth , we get up each day searching for meaning in life in various and unique ways. 

From the guy who goes from party to party, to this little girl who thinks of making a better world today, they both try to fill their lives with either people , experiences or purposes. 

Into that long and profound search , there is always someone that crosses our ways no matter how much we ignore / embrace him. A mystery to each and every one . 
That is the ''ME''.
 
Okay so  now  some will say ,  i do not relate to that cause i know myself 
and am a master at knowing my up and downs.

But wait a minute, wouldn't it be strange that all the ones that i have being living at least 50 years on earth feel amazed / scared of what they have done in the previous years . 
You see i love listening old and wise people cause they can storytell. They tell how often they learn (present) from themselves more and more with time. 

And to their future self , they send a lot of good wishes cause you may not know if you will be ashamed or proud of the person you find in 20 years. 

And then a truth crossed my mind and felt into place.
My biggest enemy on my journey is no other (person or circumstances) but me.
 
So should i fight or kill myself?
Are not all the books / religions saying we should love ourselves and love the neighbour ?
The same mantra : concentrate on yourself and everything will fall in place...
What is the good beat ?
Loving or ressenting myself? 
Honouring me or Humiliating me ?


No matter the situation you and i are in , life is a journey so let us prepare for fights, for hurts , lot of them...
And do they not say that the best way to prepare for a battle is to master the enemy's actions.

So know yourself , talents and defaults , vision and limits ...

So to the questions risen below , i do not have an  answer cause my whole life will be finding that balance between honor and humilty , love and resentment. 
But there is a chinese sign i actually love a lot : Yin and Yang - BALANCE

We all shall search for this balance and not for a perfection that does not exists . 
We are made of yin and yang whether we accept it or not  , or we are at peace with it or not . 

Good and Bad coexists whether we believe in it or not . Our talents shine because of the defaults we have . 

Giving thanks for your talents and diggin into your defaults (or as i call it your space of vulnerabilty .) to be better is a way of balancing life. 

Cause a default is always a lack toward someone , but to yourself it can be a space where you can be vulnerable and find in  yourself of a strength unknown before...

Peace and Love  
FHS